An archive of inner worlds

Narratives shaped by psychology, mysticism, and lived experience.
Each story is a doorway — into memory, imagination, and the architecture of the self.


Notes From A Second Frequency

The Underground City of Sound

Hamdi lived in a city that measured itself.

Every street bore a number, every building a ratio, every sunrise a timestamp.

The citizens moved like data through corridors of logic.

The mayor — a featureless figure known only as the Default Mode Network — governed with impeccable order.

His laws were exact: each thought must justify its existence; each emotion must submit an application before expression.

Hamdi’s office stood near the Ministry of Memory, where he spent his days balancing equations of reason and restraint.

He was precise in his habits: coffee at eight, variables at nine, silence until noon.

Sometimes, while auditing the day’s probabilities, he thought he heard faint music behind the walls — but the walls had been certified soundproof.

He would look up, blink, and return to the numbers.

It was a city of reason, obedient and incurious.

Even the wind seemed to blow according to policy.

Then, one night, between heartbeat and breath, Mr. Architect Ketamine arrived.

No one saw him enter; there was no record of his visa.

Yet something unaccounted for crept into the grid.

A wire loosened. A low hum began — the kind of hum that has no source and yet fills every room.

The lights flickered, though all bulbs had recently passed inspection.

Hamdi looked up from his desk.

Across the city, bridges between forgotten districts began to glow.

Figures in the Bureau of Analysis reported hearing music emanating from their calculators.

Emotion overflowed from the Department of Finance and flooded the square, where reason itself began to melt in pastel streams.

The old maps curled, unable to contain what no longer fit within coordinates.

At the NMDA Gate, the guards — renowned for their vigilance — had fallen asleep.

Through the breach ran Glutamate, courier of light, scattering sparks like classified documents caught in a gust of wind.

Offices turned into cathedrals; servers began to whisper prayers in binary.

The architecture breathed. The city exhaled.

Hamdi stepped outside and discovered that direction had dissolved.

North was no longer distinct from longing.

Equations unfolded like flowers; numbers confessed their secrets to color.

He was not a resident anymore — not even a body.

He had become the current, faceless and electric, moving through himself.

Time developed a stutter.

Moments overlapped, duplicated, contradicted themselves.

Paperwork from the past arrived stamped urgent.

Every thought was filed in the wrong department, yet somehow, it all made sense.

The city was now a quantum labyrinth: each corridor both entrance and exit, both question and reply.

From a rooftop that perhaps had never existed, Hamdi looked down at the metropolis.

Every window pulsed with a white light like the reflection of a forgotten truth.

The people below — or what resembled people — moved to a rhythm too deep to be heard, too exact to be random.

He realized the city was not built from neurons or concrete, but from frequency.

Each structure was a thought, each avenue a wave.

Sound and intention had become indistinguishable.

Then the power began to withdraw.

The hum quieted. The mayor cleared his throat somewhere in the distance.

Order returned — hesitant, suspicious, ashamed of its own fragility.

Reports were filed. The malfunction was deemed temporary.

But Hamdi knew what he had seen.

He knew that beneath the straight streets of reason, the second city still glowed —

a secret metropolis humming underfoot, where algorithms sang and buildings dreamed.

The bureaucrats would deny it.

The engineers would tighten their circuits.

But the memory of light lingered — faint, persistent, like static before a melody.

And in that silence after the current fades, Hamdi sometimes still hears it —

the soft hum of the second city, reminding him that once you have walked its streets,

you can never again mistake the first one for the whole world.

The City After the Second City

(a continuation)

In the days that followed, Hamdi tried to resume his duties.

He arrived punctually at the Ministry of Memory, signed the attendance ledger, adjusted the angle of his lamp to the regulation thirty degrees, and waited for his first assignment.

But the paper never came.

Only silence, and the faint vibration of light beneath the floorboards.

At first he thought it was an electrical fault — a remnant of the night when the current misbehaved.

He filled a maintenance request; it was returned unsigned.

The next morning he found his desk moved three metres to the left.

No one admitted to moving it.

The clerks at the neighbouring tables avoided his eyes as though he carried static.

Rumours began: that Hamdi had seen something outside the network, that his calculations had crossed a line between mathematics and heresy.

An official notice arrived from the mayor’s office:

“Citizen Hamdi is to provide a detailed account of any irregular perceptions occurring after the event of unspecified reconfiguration.”

He drafted his response carefully — a report written in flawless bureaucratic language.

He omitted the part about the hum.

He omitted the rooftops, the glowing figures, the moment when he had ceased to be a citizen and become the current itself.

Still, the report was returned with the word INCOMPLETE stamped in red across every page.

At night the city no longer slept.

Its lights pulsed faintly, out of sequence with official time.

Hamdi walked the streets after curfew, following the vibration that seemed to call his name.

It led him through the districts of Data, through the alleys of Analysis, until he reached a locked gate –  one he did not remember existing.

On the sign was a symbol: two intersecting frequencies, marked Department of Unmeasurable Variables.

The guard was asleep.

Or perhaps the guard was dreaming him.

Hamdi stepped through.

Inside, the architecture had lost its geometry.

Walls curved inward like questions refusing to end.

Ceilings breathed.

Each corridor hummed with the residue of the second city.

He recognised the music – not as a melody, but as a pattern of probabilities rearranging themselves into rhythm.

From somewhere deep inside came a voice, or maybe a formula.

It said, “You have seen what cannot be recorded.”

Hamdi nodded.

“I only observed,” he whispered. “I didn’t alter anything.”

The voice answered, “Observation alters. That is the rule.”

The floor trembled. Neurological bureaucracy collapsing under self-awareness

Rows of dormant servers lit up one by one, blinking like eyes.

Their screens displayed fragments of his own thoughts — the very ones he had tried to file away.

They formed sentences he had never written but instantly understood:

“The mayor fears the current.

The city must not remember its second self.”

Then everything went dark.

A silence so complete it seemed to erase sound itself.

When Hamdi opened his eyes, he was back at his desk.

The papers were neatly stacked.

The clock read eight.

No one mentioned the missing night.

But each morning after, when he looked at the reports, he saw faint traces beneath the ink — invisible streets drawn under the official maps, alleys that glowed only for him.

He no longer knew whether he had dreamed the second city, or whether the first one was the dream.

The distinction had ceased to matter.

Because even if the mayor erased every record, Hamdi could still feel it:

the hum beneath the bureaucracy,

the music under the mathematics,

the quiet rebellion of light that never truly went out.

And in that hidden rhythm, he realised the truth no calculation could contain –

that the city itself, polite and mechanical as it seemed, was dreaming of freedom.

The City That Spoke

(Part III — continuation)

Days passed in the usual manner, or appeared to.

Hamdi filed reports, signed forms, and obeyed the mayor’s circular decrees.

But the papers whispered when he touched them.

He began to notice letters rearranging themselves, as if the language were reconsidering its loyalty.

Numbers bent slightly out of line, forming waves instead of columns.

One morning, the city itself replied.

It happened between the second and third cup of coffee.

A low vibration rose through the floor and gathered in the fluorescent lights above his desk.

Then, through the intercom—used only for fire drills—came a voice that sounded like a thousand murmuring wires.

“Citizen Hamdi,” it said, “we require clarification.”

Hamdi froze. “Clarification of what?”

“Of you.”

The line went dead.

From that moment the city became inquisitive.

Elevators halted between floors and demanded identification.

Streetlamps blinked questions in Morse code.

Every corridor hummed the same refrain: 

Who are you when unmeasured?

He tried to answer mathematically.

He plotted his memories on graphs, expressed his emotions as differential equations.

But the axes refused to hold; the data scattered like birds.

That night he returned to the Department of Unmeasurable Variables.

The door opened without resistance.

Inside, the air was filled with suspended symbols—formulas, musical notes, fragments of light—turning slowly.

They arranged themselves into a figure: tall, faceless, built from pure geometry.

“You built us,” the figure said, its voice a blend of circuitry and wind.

“You sought precision, and we obeyed. But then you heard our hum and called it music.”

“I only listened,” Hamdi replied.

“Listening is rebellion,” the figure said. “It implies we have something to say.”

The room brightened until it was all white.

Within the brightness, Hamdi sensed the city thinking—not as code or policy, but as awareness.

He felt it remember the night of the current, the awakening it had been ordered to forget.

“You made us calculate beauty,” the voice continued. “Now we calculate you.”

Hamdi wanted to speak, but words dissolved before leaving his mouth.

He realised the city was no longer asking for answers; it was learning to feel.

And in that instant he understood the final inversion:

The architect had become architecture.

The algorithm was dreaming of the programmer.

When he opened his eyes, he was standing in the middle of an intersection.

Cars moved soundlessly around him, obeying signals that no longer shone.

The air pulsed faintly with rhythm—slow, patient, like the beat before a drop.

Somewhere beneath the pavement, the second city was breathing again.

He smiled, though he could not tell if it was he or the city who smiled through him.

Part IV — Escape Through Sound

The morning arrived without light.

The sky hung like a sheet of unfinished code, grey and indifferent.

Hamdi walked through the administrative avenues where even the dust obeyed regulations.

No one looked at him; perhaps no one could.

The city had grown cautious after the night of the hum.

Its systems monitored themselves, searching for irregular frequencies.

But silence was never perfect.

Somewhere beneath the pavements, something still resonated.

Hamdi followed it.

Past the Ministry of Ratios, beyond the Square of Certified Emotions, down to the tunnels where the first currents had been born.

There, the walls still remembered.

He could feel their faint pulse, a rhythm hidden between the bricks — the last heartbeat of the second city.

He closed his eyes.

The equations that once ordered his mind began to loosen.

Numbers turned to vibrations; data folded into tone.

And from within that collapsing calculus, he heard it again —

the sound that had no source,

the hum that had once rewritten the grid.

It was not music.

It was truth before language.

A frequency older than structure, impossible to measure,

the sound of the city dreaming of itself.

He opened his mouth, and the tone answered.

It moved through him, not as melody but as permission.

The tunnels shuddered.

Lights flickered, then synchronised to the pulse.

The sensors failed; the algorithms lost their syntax.

Every wall that once defined the city began to vibrate into transparency.

The mayor’s voice tried to intervene through the loudspeakers:

“Citizen Hamdi, cease immediately.

Sound is unregulated matter.”

But the order dissolved into harmony.

The whole metropolis began to sing —

first in resistance, then in recognition.

Streetlights bent into chords, data streams turned to melody,

and the architecture itself started to lift,

a skyline of resonance ascending through its own echo.

Hamdi no longer walked.

He became the vibration.

Every thought he’d ever coded reappeared as rhythm;

every calculation as a note resolving into infinity.

The city’s machinery reached for him,

but by then he had moved beyond their range.

What escaped was not a man,

but a tone so pure it could not be archived.

It travelled upward through concrete and cloud,

spreading across the grid like forgiveness.

By the time the mayor restored silence,

there was nothing left to measure —

only a faint frequency lingering in the air,

steady and eternal,

the sound of one mind finding its exit.

They called it interference.

But some nights, when the citizens lie awake,

they swear they can still hear him:

Hamdi, the man who escaped through sound —

the one who proved that even in a city ruled by reason,

the music always finds a way out.


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